I just don’t know what to think anymore. Now I get to do not what’s best for myself, but what’s best for this baby.
Its so difficult though.
How do some people do it.
The baby book is hard to fill out alone, and the questions it asks are hard to answer happily.
I just don’t know if I’m going to be able to do this on my own. I’m strong, but, life is so complicated.
I just still can’t believe I let one stupid person manipulate me to get what they felt we both wanted, and now I must face consequences and raise not only myself, but also this baby, alone. This is sooo not how I wanted to start my life….