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I still love you,
I still want you,
I still long for you here,
I still need you.

I wish you would say the same back.

I can’t believe how you can go through your life living as if nothing has happened, nothing has changed.
Well news flash; tons has changed. If you don’t realize that, you’d better soon, and straighten up. Because I need you.

I just don’t know what to think anymore. Now I get to do not what’s best for myself, but what’s best for this baby.
Its so difficult though.
How do some people do it.
The baby book is hard to fill out alone, and the questions it asks are hard to answer happily.
I just don’t know if I’m going to be able to do this on my own. I’m strong, but, life is so complicated.
I just still can’t believe I let one stupid person manipulate me to get what they felt we both wanted, and now I must face consequences and raise not only myself, but also this baby, alone. This is sooo not how I wanted to start my life….

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One of Talia Joy Castellano’s dreams has come true. The 13-year-old makeup artist, battling two forms of cancer, told The Truth 365 last month that she would one day like to be a celebrity makeup artist. The celebrity she would most like to put makeup on is Ellen DeGeneres.

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I no longer feel you here. I no longer see you, smell you, or hear you. Our past is stuck in the past, there’s nothing for us now, who knows what the future could hold. I still picture things and how they were with us, but that’s how they were and no longer are.